29 May 2017

new start


Last Friday was my last day at the pottery workshop at Henshaws Arts & Crafts Centre, where I have been working for the last 8 years. I had a lovely farewell from my colleagues and students, even from some students parents. Lots of hugs and rather emotional day it was. 

After completing my first diploma study in ceramics back in 2000, I took a totally different career path as a social health care worker, for which I also studied and specialised in working with people with learning difficulties and Autism. I worked in many different sectors including educational setting, hospitals, community housings and day centres. Once I was working as a team leader of residential college and was even considering the career step. My pottery dream was hidden behind, even though I was working as an occasional assistant to my late mentor David C White on my day offs. Or maybe because of seeing him and experiencing how the studio potter works day in day out, I was not confident enough to start up as a potter myself I guess. 

Things slightly changed 8 years ago, when I got a job as a pottery instructor at the local organisation for people with special needs. My pottery vibe has returned and I was so delighted. My focus was to empower those people regardless their disability by finding a way that they can create, develop and achieve through the pottery. I met many wonderful students who gave me inspiration over the years. I have learnt so much too. 

Running a workshop is different from making your own work as a potter. I didn’t start that until much later and it was after David passed away (→ read this post). He told me that he didn’t teach me enough, holding his last breath flighting with his cancer. It was a moment that I felt rather guilty. I felt that I haven’t given him back for what he did. Indeed he did teach me so much. That sort of niggly feeling was somewhere back in my mind always, but I still did not have enough courage to become a full-time potter.

It’s been nearly a year since I started one-day-a-week studio work, after three year break due to my family commitment with my daughter’s medical condition (→ read more here), I found myself struggling with getting the timing right, getting tired and stressed, juggling two different jobs as well as looking after my girl. I often questioned myself, what my priority was and what I was pursuing in my life. The answer required a leap of faith. And I finally decided to take the step.

From tomorrow, I will be solely working at my studio. It’s a new start for me and a new start for my family. It will be a big challenge but I am now so happy to have made the decision. (Only took me 17 years, gosh!)

Thank you my family for believing in me. Thank you David for your spirit. Thank YOU for your encouragement. Onward and upward! Watch this space! 

8 comments:

  1. Beautiful family pic! Happy for you to have made this change - sending you very best wishes. Love your work, Makiko!
    Mary

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    1. Thank you so much Mary. Your support in my blog means the world to me.

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  2. Nicky Tudor30/5/17 12:23

    Exciting times for you all, Maki! Can't wait to see what you produce next. Have you got any fairs coming up? x

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    1. Thank you so much Nicky. My next show will be FEVA in Knaresborough in August, but will send you an email. Also information will be up in social media near the time.

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  3. Anonymous1/6/17 10:51

    Hip hip hurrah for starting over! And tons of luck with living your dream, go Maki!

    And how lovely to see the three of you :-)
    love from Amsterdam, Roos

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    1. Hello my good old blog friend! So good to hear from you Roos and thank you for your lovely message as always. Can't wait for making more pots!

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  4. Oh, so exciting to see you make this commitment to your pottery! I think your teacher would be so proud. Life doesn't always go in a straight line, eh?
    Best wishes to you and your family!

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    1. Oh thank you so much Fresca! Yes I hope David will be finally relieved with me! Hope you are well.

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